This morning when I went to get Savannah out of bed, I opened the door to find this! AHHH! She just looked up at me with a smile and said, "Hi mommy!" I asked her why did you rip apart your book and she laughed. I said this is not funny Savannah. She said with her smile, " Yes, it funny!"I said no and she said yes! I just wanted to cry! But, I got my camera because I knew that I wanted to show Court and look back on this one day and laugh.
I told her that she is not leaving until it's all cleaned up. She didn't like that so she threw herself onto the floor and started screaming.
Then, she proceeded to try to choke herself with her shirt.
I ended up helping her clean up every little sticker and paper holding her hands grabbing each piece hand over hand. I put away everyone of her paper back books and puzzle books so she can't reach them. I feel like such an awful mom! It was awful after that too. Xander wined and screamed the rest of the day neither one of them take naps anymore. Sometimes Xander does for like about 15 to 20 minutes, and he is waking up more at night too.I'm dreading next week when I'm going to big time potty train Savannah. It's going to be awful! I am so exhausted! I just want to break down and cry! But, my wonderful husband came home with flowers for me today! It was so sweet! I love him!